On Sunday, May 3, 2020, I was forced to make the decision to end the life of my little Hunny. You know her from the SUN card from my TINKER'S DAMN TAROT revised second edition. There was a reason she graced that card with her presence. For fifteen years she was the light of my life, the best part of my life, the best thing that ever happened to me. And now she's gone.

She died from a combination of heart disease AND kidney disease, both of which were farther along than I think the vet ever admitted to me. In late March, I noticed that she was breathing awfully hard. By the last week of April, I knew that the end was near. There were no good days -- just every day worse than the one before it.

My heart is broken. Even now, I can hardly bear to type these words. I miss her so  much.

I'll try to write her whole story both here and on my main blog, but it will have to wait. For now, this is all I can bear to do,

Hunny, my little sweetie, my angel, my baby -- I miss you so much. I loved you so much. Please forgive me. 


  • Michele Billings

    I’m so sad for you. I love my precious Miss Teddie the Tabby, who has just turned sixteen. I can’t bear to even think about life without her. Your Hunny will be with you always, let your heart be at peace and she will come. God bless you.

  • James Robbins

    My sincere deepest condolences for your loss.
    I loved your YouTube video in memorial of her.
    Our last cat Patty is going on 20 years now and though she recovered fully from a near death two years ago, that preview of having to say goodbye was horribly painful. My heart goes out to you…

  • Tracy

    I’m so so sorry for your loss!😔
    I have been there so many times with all of my beloved pets and I know just how crushing and sad it is to let them go. I truly believe that one day you’ll see and be with your sweet Hunny again.❤️

  • Brenda H

    After my dog Rosie died, I was devastated. However, she came to me in dreams to still be my guide. Hunny may still come to you in dreams.

  • Sophie Ciarlet

    De tout coeur avec vous!!!

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